什么叫白高兴..?什么叫失望..?有谁懂呢..?

已经说过了可以出门..
已经说好了时间..
已经安排好一切了..
那为什么一定要到最后一分钟时才告诉我呢..?
为什么要让我白高兴呢..?
为什么呢?
很好玩么..?
我最讨厌你们了..
我最讨厌最后一分钟的事..
睡觉之前..就敲敲我房门..
告诉我明天不能出去..
因为................................................................
很多很多的理由..
我听不下去了..
心里很火滚..
为什么要到最后最后才告诉我..
为什么呢?
为什么呢.................................................................................................

十二点多时..

我在想要不要告诉你..

就一直等到睡了..

三点多又惊醒..

电话在旁边..

没电了..

唉..

就拿去充充电..

然后又回到床上闭眼睛..

六点多才起来..

豁了出去..

我打算跟你说了..

很怕你会说我放飞机什么的..

发送了我就睡下去..

8.04分时就看到你6.58分的信息..

我还是很过意不去..

抱歉..

我就没睡了..

起来做些东西..

打发时间..

外面还下着丝丝的小雨..

心里一样很冻..

房间冷冷的..

电话冰冰的..

风扇吹着凉风..

气氛就只能用一个字来解释..

冷..

真的很冷...

真的真的很冷....

算了..

算我命运不好..

算了..

........................................................................................

倒数17天~~

哈哈..

玩得开心吗..?

一定.......

Written by: Andrew Lim

Time: 4.20p.m

Date: 31/10/2009

我很坏吗..?

今天一大清早就和父母吵个不停..
Sien..
说什么整天只会玩..不会做家务..
好..
现在都做完了..有话讲吗..?
都没跟他们要出去看戏或玩或很多很多..
已经够好了....~
Sien..
我很坏吗..?
奇怪..
都酱乖了..
算了..
算了..

自残..试过了..

自虐..也有过..

突然觉得我很变态..

很神经..

很过分..

原来以前我就已经是酱了..

我很傻喔..

很笨哦..

愚蠢的我..

KkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKk

今天要谢谢你哦..

不懂什么啦..

谢谢就好..

哈哈..
好好的过你的生活吧..
喔..对..!
倒数18天..!!~~~哈哈~~~

Writtten by:Andrew Lim

Time: 6.30p.m

Date:30/10/2009

Count__down--19 Days to ***?~

How's your stomach wor..?
Ok ler..?
Kelian you la..
walk also so xin ku..talk also..haizz..~
take care ah..
dun drink cold water ler..and laugh too HArd..haha..

My dad's red car is ready already lo..

haha..

no need to sit big big geh car go school ler..

^^..~~

Don't know want to say wat liao..

haha..~

jux take care..~

and I will count DOWN for you de..

haha..

believe me..!wakaka..

Written by: Andrew Lim

Time: 5.50p.m

Date: 29/10/2009

明天好Sienzz喔..!

紧张也紧张完了..
明天来学校干嘛..?
唉..
你今天唱得很好听啦..
哈哈..
包拿第一的..
相信我..
哈哈..~~

明天真的会很闷咯..

很想逃学一天..

妄想吧..!

 乖乖上学去咯..

没什么好讨价还价的..

望着萤幕上映的戏片..

心却不在我心里..

不知飞到哪一边了..

总觉得考完试后无所事事..

浪费时间罢了..

唉..

肚子饿饿哦..!

刚刚回到家..

闷死了..

开了电脑..

开了我最喜欢听的歌..

一面听着..

一面update我的部落格..

所以听来听去都是简简单单的..

"最后一次"..

说真的..真的很好听啦..!!哈哈..~~

Written by: Andrew Lim

Time: 5.09p.m

Date: 28/10/2009

等到傻啊..!!变得更加紧张了..!!

越来越多人参加英文歌场比赛哦..
有一点怕怕的感觉了..
超超怕的..
哈哈..


才吃饱回来哦..
一样的食物..
吃来吃去不闷吗..
唉..

你的歌我弹了喔..

要想办法让你听罢了..

哈哈..

乱乱来的..

不懂你会喜欢吗..?

等待明天的到来..

紧张的时刻..

哇哇哇哇哇..~~~!!!

Written by: Andrew Lim

Time: 8.05p.m

Date: 27/10/2009

越拖越久..神精..怕怕..

还说今天要比的..
我还真服了那老师..
真的不知道该怎么办了..越来越紧张..
从昨天怕到现在..
哇哇哇哇..
我还没考虑要不要参加国语的哦..
这种情况下我不懂哩..!
哈哈..

加油吧..!

我还是第一次为自己加油的..

但是..

哇..~~我怕还是很怕啦..!!!

要去吃饭了哦..

唉..我看马六甲的餐馆都给我们吃完了吧..

真的很sienzz喔..

Luv ya..

Written by: Andrew Lim

Time: 7.10p.m.

Date: 26/10/2009

（×.×）～～紧张怎样写哦..!!??

哇..~~拜一来临了..
Jialat 啦..
真的真的很紧张..
怕怕..
等下电子琴出错就真的很惨了..
xiasoi 罢了..
也很奇怪咯..
又不是第一次上台的..
却那样怕..
walao..A..

谁能帮我减低怕怕的感觉呢..?
哇哇哇哇哇哇........


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这几天也很sien一下咯..

sien sien 一个人躺在床上啦..

sien sien 一个人看电视啦..

sien sien 一个人用电脑啦..

sien sien 一个人看书啦..

sien sien 一个人睡觉啦..

haizz..有什么东东比sien sien 还要 sien wor..?

哈..

还是很紧张leh..
怎样喔..?
怕得要死..


Writen by: Andrew Lim
Time: 9.00p.m
Date: 25/10/2009

喂..你误会了..

对不起哟..
夜深了才发现你的留言..
眼睛闭不上..
但又很累..
别管了..

这次哭是因为想起老远在吉隆坡的一位朋友..
以前每次上时都有见面的..
真的非常要好..
唉..
很久以前的事了..
别提了..
我不知道他发生什么事..
不想再记回..
但我很肯定你真的很像他..
哪一方面也好..^^

所以别乱想哦..
哈哈..

累了..
你和月亮陪我一起睡吧..
Zou tao..



Written br: Andrew Lim
Time: 12.02a.m.
Date: 25/10/2009

心情乱吗..?记起以前的东西..

已经有两个人了..失去了许久..直到真的真的看不到了...
哭了很久..豁了出去..不想活了..直到又找到另一个..
他是金牛座的..
第一次见到他时..
那副样子让我有一点想亲近..但又有一点恐怖..
是我想太多了吧..?

就过了一年..
也不知怎样认识到他..
感情越来越好..
让我一直回想那两个曾经失去的..
他真的都有那两个人的特点..
很想一直都保佑着他..
真的..真的..很想..

钢琴就在面前..弹着..却又哭了起来..

因为我不想他有那两个人的下场一样..

我心情又乱了..

关进了房间..把头塞进枕头里..

哭了..哭了..真的不想..

对着他们..我不知道我应该做什么..

心情混乱着..

对不起..

对不起..

对不起..

我觉得很对不起你..
Ngo hou gua ju lei...lei ji dou mou..?
Ngo zen hai hou xiong hou xiong zou lei geh zan xam pang yao..
hou xiong tong lei geh pang yao mm yat yong..
dan hai wo zhou mm dou..
dui mm ju..
zhan hai hou gua ju lei..
lei ji dou ma..?
除非他真的很爱很爱你..
我是不会放手的..
答应过你的事我一定做到..
 那便是一个诺言..

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拜一有唱歌比赛..

唉..竟然用自己的电子钢琴弹完那首歌..

哈哈..

不知道会好听吗..？

哈哈..

等着拜一的到来..

紧张..啊..!!

Written by: Andrew Lim

Time: 9.05a.m

Date: 24/10/2009

Haiz..Hope this few days won't be so boring d..

Today lor..so sienx..at hall they change the show 3 times..zzz

Nothing to do la..At school..LOL...=.=''

Today I damn scared lor..zz
Sit at SBPT there talk talk talk then tat VIVIAN came..zz
Lucky she never see my face clearly...haha..^^!!!

Hmm..
Wan to sleep d la..
Haha...

Today geh piano lesson Sucks..!!
haha..never practise..go there kena Talk..!!


Written by: Andrew Lim
Time: 9.02pm
Date: 20/10/2009

Tomorrow I'm going to post a new Song..Yay..!

Haha..lazy to type in chinese la..zz..
Waste time..only..


Yay..finally got myself two new songs ler..
But can't sing out..Very Xia Soi de..T.T..
haha..

Tomorrow I just post out lor..hmm..English de..
Then dunno how to post the song oso..zzz..nvm write lyrics can liao..
Post one oni see 1st..
Second one lyrics quite sot sot de..So dun dare to post out 1st..

Wait lor...
haha..!!

Haiz..whole day very sien oo...REALLY very sien lor..
Night got dinner...haiz...go there can't talk to anybody de...COZ I don't know ANYONE..
That's why CELLPHONE is created..!!
Thank god..
haha..


Written by: Andrew Lim
Time: 9.08pm
Date: 17/10/2009

My Throat aRHHH..!!haha...Happy^^..

Wa..today leh...rainy day lor...then very soi is the road to school is VERY JAM..!!
WAit...wAit...waIt...WaiT...waiT...WaIt...wAiT...WAIt..Very Bored in my DAD"S CAR>>>!!!!
Haiz..then finally reach school lor..still raining wor...Aiyoyo...
About 8 something like that then I start to help the teachers work liao...so guai..hehe..^^
Hmm..then help..help.help.help..help..also got a bit bit tired lor.so go in SBPT room..rest rest a while...(Actually quite long leh..Wakakaka...!!)

We talk together lor..got laugh laugh and fun fun there lor..Then very fast time is about 10 something ady..then go out help sir a while while...I don't like the EVERYDAY GREEN plant..!!!
(Xia Soi me..)XD..

Then help finish liao..we sit at SBPT room there again..!! But leh..this time got sing sing a bit bit lor..
Then make our way to DreamBox ler..

Honestly tell..I go there the 1st time le..haha..everything is fresh to me..aiyo..ppl bo lui cannot go there ma..not like got ppl lor..rich like hell...!!HAha..

Wa...you grap the mic 1st ooo....Bu Chuo Bu Chuo..!! haha..see you sing very funny lor..the pattern..zzzZZZzzz..!!! A lot of pattern come out de..haha..

Then you sing the Malay song...hmm..quite nice lor...Arh..My english geh song Cham lar..!!!
Hehe..then now my turn liao.!!..
Aaron pei me sing a bit bit lor.....
I surprise i can pull my voice til that high wor..and then out TUNE liao..haha..paiseh...
Aiyah..anyway is very nice la...that time..with you...with your friends..happy.^^

Eat liao leh..then sing a lot of songs some more..got gary geh..jay geh..lady gaga geh..=.=''(Hmm..I lost my mind at this song..)..and got a lot alot more lor..

sing finish liao then i pei you go dance le...Wa..SEE YOU dance very geng ooo...haha...suddenly feel like I'm much more noober than you...haha..you more pro la...you win..!!!!

See you play la..dance la..until i wan go back jor lor..
wait at McDonalds there (DP) geh sien sien...say jam again..!!I really hate jam de...
WAit...wAit...waIt...waiT...WaIt...WaiT...WAIT>>>!!!
again lor...sien lor...haiz...then reach home ler...so Fast..!!
Bath bath liao..then sit in front of my favorite piano there..try which song you sing I can play de..zzZZ..Only two songs.. One is <BEI PAN>..and one is jay chou geh...

Then play finish liao and I'm Here Again..In front of my COMPUTER>.!!

Nice day..Thx wor..!!


Written by: Andrew Lim
Time: 5.15pm
Date: 16/10/2009

BORING DAY AGAIN...!!

WAT...!!!
U think is fun sitting in the class playing rubix cube and chinese chess...?
Is this LIFE...?
OOO...come on..!!
I'm sick of today...luckily it ends after today..!!YES..!!
haha...

WAIT..waiting for tomorrow...
hahahahahaha...!!!

Written by: Andrew Lim
Time: 11.09pm
Date: 15/10/09

今天好闷啊..还好有你..

唉呀.考完试了..却那么闷哦..
呆在班上无所事事..
想进去SPBT room 却不敢..
因为看到你那么忙..就不敢去打扰你了..

明天收书咯..!!不知怎么的有一点紧张..很怕会被罚钱..哈哈..

书包也会重重的哟..!!

今天在礼堂听tatlimat 时，说到要上云顶后，我们竟互相对望..我不知道我为什么要看你..可是当时我也不懂你会转过来的..抱歉..

开完会后，看你辛辛苦苦地在油漆..
忽然很想叫你坐下来休息..很想帮个忙..可是叻..哎..总之你不要累垮了..健康比较重要..记得啊..!!


油到怎样了哦..?哈哈..!!



Written by: Andrew Lim
Time: 6.05pm
Date: 14/10/2009

Lol...Today de chinese...Dunno can get good result mar...XD

Walao...chinese quite okay lar..
But kh leh..

ZZZ...
duno cn get A mar...
kerja khusus 38 marks ler...
then only can wrong 18 questions only...
haha...dunno lar...
tomorrow no need to bring books d jor...
so happy...
then thursday bring to RETURN...MuaHaHaHA...!!!


Lol...this few days I lost my mind...
keep dancing...
sot geh...
haha..^^





Written by: Andrew Lim
Time: 9.47pm
Date: 13/10/2009

Today's Sejarah...I think I'm deep dead...!!!

Haizz...
Study so hard...just for the sake of PMR...
And what I get..?
So damn sad...
I think I only get 70++...
It's a B..
A BIG "B"
Lol....I should be thankful enough...
Hahahahaha...
It's sarcastic...
Anyway thanks for accompanied me..during the whole day...


^^...







Written by:Andrew Lim
Time: 5.34pm
Date: 12/10/2009

谢谢你对我一向来的支持

花了这么多时间在我身上，
我才发现原来你还关心我，
昨晚我没流泪，因为我知道我答应过你的事我一定做到..
我本来还想回你那封信息..
但是我没有..
我知道你不想再看到我流泪..
可是那一刻我流了..
~~You're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar..
~~The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star..
谢谢你..





Written by: Andrew Lim
Time: 4.04pm

I'm trying to change my way when I'm talking to you..


I know you're no longer mine..
Coz' I only feel the coldness and emptyness in my heart..
Please forgive me..I'd cry the whole night..
I really misses you..
But I can't do that in the lover's style..
I must do it the best friends' style..
Crying does not recover my pain..
How am I gonna think about you..
I'm silly..
Haha..
Hope you don't mind what I feel..
I'm still loving you..

 Knowing that You're actually A Fake Doll To Me




It's the same old day...
I feel I'm closer to you..
But it's also the day..
I know the truth..
I do not know I'm happy or what..
Or maybe shocked..
I do not know..
Please..
God..Tell me the real thing..
I can't stand it..
My tears keep rolling down..
Are they tears of joy...Or sadness..?
Happy that you finally can build up a happy ending..?
Or sad that..
Sad that..I can't write it down..
Never mind..
I will always be there for you..
No matter what happens..
Think of me..

This is the first time I'm interested in blogging..
And maybe this is the only chance to say i Love U..
I would not dare to say it in front of you..
Please..
This two days maybe were the days I'm waiting so long..
But at least you were there for me..
You know..
I will not change my heart or feelings to you..
You will always the one i Love..
Thinking of..
Misses so much..
Like..
With all the great time we used to have..
I just can't imagine a day without you being by my side..
I prefer to die..If you were no more in this entire universe..
Thinkin' of you now..
How long will our love last..?
But it doesn't matter..As long you still beside me...
Love you...